My Thoughts

(some things that I wrote)

(The names are who I wrote them for, not who wrote them.)

To read a short story that I wrote click here...

Divine inspiration are two words that seek to find their way onto my lips…
Elexa…
So fleeting, yet seemingly persistent. Definitely divine, and always an inspiration.

I feel as if I'm standing at the edge of the world looking down over it. There is nothing there to catch me, so I can't hold on any longer. In my heart, I can feel the world growing older, tired. I can feel myself growing older, tired. In my eyes, longing for something new and vivacious... someone new and vivacious. None of my memories bring happiness, only tears. I wish as if to see the world, but I only see here... nowhere else. Visions pass through my mind, seeming memories of far off places that I have never been. Simply fills my heart with longing to be somewhere else. There is nowhere else, only here... only darkness

Hold me tight tonight,
Hold me close to your heart.
If you do these things that I ask of you,
I promise that we will never part.

Somtimes we will get lonely,
When we are far away.
But always remember,
Remember these words that I have to say.

If you keep these words,
Keep them close to your heart.
Then you will always know,
That we could never be far apart.

Marie

I live my life in the world of used to be,
Always remembering...
Always remembering you.
What we used to do,
Where we used to go,
Every place holds a ghostly memory of you.
I cannot live my own life...
You invade my every thought...
My every dream.
I imagine you now,
As you used to be...
In love with me.
No longer though do I dwell
In this world of used to be...
My life is my own, to live anew...
Without you, in a world of used to be.

Marie

I am the tears that trickle down your cheeks
I am the regret in an antedeluvian lover's heart
I am the cancer that takes a loved one dear
I am the hate that spawns war
I am the despair within you...
The despair that shatters your dreams and consumes your soul
What are you?
I am hope.

I could light the stars with your eyes,
And perhaps within them too.
Your smile warms my heart,
A brilliant sunrise of the soul.

Hold me in the darkness,
Sorrows chased away in your embrace.
Warm lips kiss away the tears,
The tears that roll down my face.

Two lost souls,
Searching in the void.
Could it be possible,
That we have found each other?

Meagan

As I walk into this dying place,
I seek consolation in sweet lament...
A tear of regret rolls down my face.

On my soul, humanity has left its trace...
Of emotion lost and emotion spent,
As I walk into this dying place.

A glance at you, and my heart would race;
I thought you were heaven-sent.
A tear of regret rolls down my face.

Visions of mauve roses and black lace...
Living contridictions of things which I meant,
As I walk into this dying place.

In my life I could not keep grace.
For this I could never repent...
A tear of regret rolls down my face.

My existance fills such a small space,
I'm not sure where it went...
As I walk into this dying place,
A tear of regret rolls down my face.

If but for an hour to feel emotion.
Raise me up in your arms to the skys,
For this would set my heart to motion
And surely bring tears into my eyes.

Though above in the clouds
My heart it could soar.
Yet within darkening shrouds,
It could fly no more.

Then making no sound,
You drop me to the ground
And my soul sings.

All I can hear is the sound of your wings,
As you leave me newly found
Within my heart, emotion within all things.